(untitled) - 6/5/o5 sun.
i can't tell you to stay
because i'm the one who pushed you away
i feel so shallow to do this
but i need to, before you find something a miss
with you, i want to laugh and grin
but it seems wrong, almost like a sin
i don't want to play coy any more
yet karma has much more in store
i'm sorry i lied to you, leading you along
and i still continued, knowing it was wrong
i want to reach out and feel you against my palm
bringing with the touch, only peace and calm
is it wrong for me to wish this, to be in such bliss?
all i want is to live my life in complete happiness

"No one has to know" - 5/9/o5 mon.
hold me in the middle of the night.
let me know that this feeling is right,
so that i won't have to endure any more cries,
knowing that you stand here, before my eyes.
let me know that this heavy feeling in my heart
is just there because we might be apart
for much longer than need be.
just stay here a while, with me.
let me hold you and keep you away from life.
is it so wrong that i dream of being your wife?

"what you see" - 3/8/o6 wends.
harlem nights
are itching down my back
just waiting to form a conspiracy

"your love's driving me crazy" - 5/9/o5 mon.
i want to leave
but only because i'm stubborn
i want to go
but i love you like no other
i want to vanish
but i know i can't leave you be
i want to disappear
and know that you're worrying about me
i want to depart
and imagine you dreaming of me at night
i want to desert
the idea that this isn't right
i want to abandon
my senses and let you come close to touch
i want to come
because i need you so much
i want to stay
i love the way you call my name
i want to manifest
to change the past so it won't be the same
i want to reappear
to steal the glasses right off your face
i want to return
to the looks you give that make my heart race