Undertow

This pain here

that I feel

please tell me

its not real

for I fear

my heart

can not take

another wave

of this ocean

of pain

crashing down

and destroying

my defenses

turning them to sand

and washing

the remains

out to sea.

Leaving me

vulnerable

to your whirlwind

of emotions

that over flow

casting myself

to the undertow

of the current

till I am drowned

by your pain,

by your emotions

never to surface again.