I reach deep down inside

to find the words that I can't find

because when the plane took off the ground

everything I became stayed where it was found

the tears that roll off my cheek

come every time we speak

and it gets harder every time

even now, with six months gone by

I cannot fully explain

the reason I feel this way

but it hurts so much inside

it should be me there by your side

I feel like I should fight for you

and do the things that soul mates do

but I will probably never see you again

and for that, I wait for my phone to ring

to hear your voice on the other line

even though I know you're not mine

and knowing the pain that it brings to me

because life has no guarantee

which is why we take the risks we take

and allow our hearts to slowly break