Free
Where is this going?
I don't know anymoreI need to know your feelings
How much more can I endure?
I think you never listen
That you just pretend to care
Look at me you idiot
I'm here not other there
You say I'm what you want
Which is all I've ever wished for
And yet the magic's gone and faded
You don't like me anymore
Oh you say you do
And I'm tempted to believe
In everything you've ever told me
Yet still I get up and leave
Everything you do
All the signs telling me so
The little things that whisper
You stopped caring long ago
I should have seen it sooner
And yet blinded by my love
I let you lead me on
I hate that it wasn't enough
'Sorry' you slowly say
Whilst tearing my world apart
It's for the best anyway
For that, you rip out my heart
This pain that I am feeling
All the hurt that you have caused
I now have to live with
And all because you love her more
How long has this been going on for?
How long have you truly known?
Finally certain that she's the one
How fast your love for me has flown
Why did you do this to me?
You said you were happy too
We gave each other everything
Now I can't believe I fell for you
And now look at what you've gone and done
See all the hurt, the pain you have caused
For now you leave me broken and alone
Making me pity the other you've lured
I miss you and I'm sure you feel the same
You regret your decision, deep underneath it all
Regretful vibes, all round us, but don't try to talk to me
Because for once in my life, I will not be the first to call
I will not pick up that phone
And no I wont forgive
No second chances
For without you, I can live
Escaping from all you did
Of that, I am finally free
Free of the hurt and the pain and
Your synthetic feelings for me
Don't you understand?
You did me a favour
By leaving you made me realise
You really do deserve her
I loved you and for a while you returned that
Yet when given a challenge for you and your greed
You went after her instead, thus leaving me free
Now you want a piece of my new life that I lead
Access I grant you not for now and not for ever
Happy I finally can be, for I am glad you left me
It seems so long ago; as such a time has passed
Since you were the only one to hand me that glee
But I am over it now, all feelings have left
And for that I am very glad
I want to thank you for setting me free
So no, don't worry, I am not mad