Just a Cry

I don't know what to Do!

I love him, but I want him because of the things he does!

And So what do I do!

So Tired of crying inside myself, so full of pain.

My eyes are hallow, my heart is growing deep.

You always want what you can't have, but I want what I need!

Torn between too many things wanted across my skin...

I want for it to stop, I want for it to end so I don't know what I want.

Don't know were it begins.

Hell if I knew what to do.

Tired of not knowing, Don't wanna be this lost.

Don't wanna be alone. even though I am!

It pains me to be. Don't want to be me...

Don't want to pain

I want to be free...

8/5/06