Run Away to Find My Place
I'm standing here facing you, watching you from where I stand
What good have I done, but make it harder on the both of us?
Stepping back from you, I want to get away
I want to get away from you…me…and us
Thoughts swirl around like angry bees inside my head
They work tirelessly bringing everything to a boil
My heart screams how I still love you…
And I'm noticing a side of me that is shrinking away
One that grows cold and in the dead of the night my breathing is only barely a whisper
I'm lost in a haze and no one is reaching out to help me
Backing away from you, I wonder if you would notice I had gone
Would I be a fleeting memory, just a random picture you barely look at?
I turn away, unable to meet your gaze
My feet want to carry me away, somewhere far from this place
If I disappeared before your eyes, would I still be true?
Would I be only a figment of your imagination?
I'm running…with all my might down a road where all paths blur together
My heart pounding so fast I can barely breathe
Smiling sadly up at a lone sky, a single tear drops from my eye
I'm in a fog, blindly searching for you…but at the same time running from you
Where do I go from here?
What dirt road do I take to get where I wanna go?
But life's like that, never any explanations
If I proved my self worth, would I be good enough to stay
Here I am again facing you, unable to meet your gaze
With so many thoughts tumbling through my head, I fear I may explode