Drifting Apart

We used to be best friends and laugh
I could bare my heart out to you
And you would do ditto.

But then this year everything has changed
How come so fast?
How come so much?

Conversations streamed out between us
But then one day when I walked next to you
There was only a strained silence.

And then i watched you run to another
And laugh with her.

Was it because of something I did?
Was it because of A?
Was it because of THAT thing?

You stopped talking to me after I wrote to you
I treasured you as a friend

You no longer include me in your 'thanks' posts
And last time I used to see my name and smile
But now I just stare and feel this overwhelming regret

I want to be friends again
Do you get it?


I'm sorry.