Wrote this awhile ago. Figured I might as well post it. It's subtly suggestive, but that's what ratings are for.
Not your fault…
No, really, it was me.
I didn't show my love enough- my devotion.
I didn't know, you thought of me so much.
Or, how hard you really could…hurt me.
But it's okay…
It wasn't your fault.
You beat yourself up on the inside.
Me on the outside.
Do you feel better?
Oh…well, it's not your fault.
I couldn't stay away- I didn't know how to mind my own business.
It wasn't your fault.
I'm not sure if I still can.
You gave me a sense of inclusion.
Confusion-?
Oh, but wait…
No. Don't be like that.
It wasn't your fault.
You still there…?
Why am I asking- you always are.
Even when I didn't want you to be…
But I never said anything.
You needed it- wanted it.
It's wasn't your fault.
I was quiet, when they came over.
You always seemed so different- were different.
I got used to the smell, the glazed looks.
I still carry the small, circular scars.
Ash is like my memory.
It wasn't your fault.
And neither is this…
The cold, sleek razor.
Whoops…it slipped.
And look at that…I'm bleeding.
So this isn't hell, then…
Don't worry, Hun…it's just my new addiction- even now.
It wasn't your fault.
I'm cold down here.
But the darkness keeps me company.
Is my tombstone pretty? I hope it has flowers…
You know, though I left at such short of time…
My addiction, having gotten uncontrollable, and all.
Remember...
It was never your fault.
…Completely.
R&R Please! I'll love you foreber.
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