If You Knew Me

If you knew me

You'd know that when I say

I can leave you alone

I want you to say no

If you knew me

You'd know that when I say

I'm sorry I bother you

I want you to say you don't

If you knew me

You'd know that when I say

I'm fine

I want you to say

Tell me the truth

If you knew me

You'd know that

Half the things I say

Are lies to myself

Maybe one of these days

You'll know me

And you'll know

That when I say

Goodbye

It might be true

Because I'm sad

And alone

Without you knowing me

If only you knew