Like Usual

I'm missing you so much

I'm crying myself to sleep

I need you to wrap your arms around me

I need your kiss to comfort me

I wish you could at least see

How much I'm hurting

Even though you promised I wouldn't

I'll try to be optimistic

I'll try to understand

I really like you

But I'll have to stop thinking that

I have to not like you

Hell, I have to not love you

This is me

Hurting like usual