Over this past year
I've grown not another inch
But a mile long inside
I've wizened up
And matured beyond years
More drama has come my way
Than it had
Any other day
I've faced and overcome
More problems than I can count
And woken up
To the world itself
I've shed so many tears
And faced so many fears
And found out what life's really about
I've learned so much
And yet gained so little
I've lost a great deal
And had many broken promises
I've forgotten too few
And remembered too many
I've not smiled enough
And frowned too much
But none of this mattes
Because I lost you
And the thing that hurts the most is
Never again will you turn to me
And say to me that
You are here for me and that
We are and always will be
"Best friends"