Brown eyes Hypnotize
I don't know where I'm going with this...
'' Can I kiss you?'' I gasped. Yes I know how freaking wacko of me… but I still did it. And the worst thing is, it was one of those intentional gasps, it wasn't the whole can't-stop-yourself-from-gasping thing, you know?
Shit. Shit. Shit shit shit. He was expecting an answer right...
'' Uhhh.''
He was bending down slightly, oh god. I can't do this, it would be wrong, and it would be… not right, and not good, and oh god, worst time ever to start freaking talking to yourself…
I put my left hand on his chest, suddenly realizing how firm and well built he was, stood on my tiptoes and gave him a peck on the cheek. The good thing about this whole ordeal was that he had his eyes closed, oh and the fact that I didn't cheat -
If that were what it would have been. Considering the fact that I don't think there really is a relationship with Mr. Dick-Head, whose head is controlled by his dick,
Yes I know they both meant the same thing!
Urgh.
- and started power walking back home.
'' Star wait!''
I didn't know if I should stop or not, so I just acted as if I hadn't heard, even though it must've seemed like I was seriously deaf, I mean Ruben was like five steps away from me. He, obviously, caught up to me. I mean I was expecting it, the thing I wasn't expecting though was what he did right after.
He turned me around and slammed me against some tree. Yeah, tree as in wood, as in ow!
Glaring at him, I was tongue tied because of the intense stare he was giving me.
'' You know," he whispered, those delectable thin cupid bow lips mere millimeters away from my own, so close that it was incredibly hard to concentrate on anything but those pink- ''Okay?''
What? What okay?
''What?'' I croaked, voice hoarse and mouth suddenly very dry…
'' I said,'' was that a hint of exasperation, -scoffs- '' I didn't ask you to,'' how dare he even have a tone, much less and exasperated one! ''kiss me, I asked if I could kiss'' whoa there a minute, were talking about kissing here? ''you.''
And then he kissed me, and it was nowhere near the gentle brushing of tongues I had shared with Jason, it was rough, full of need and pent-up frustration. Open mouth kisses rapidly turning into a duel of tongues for domination, becoming more and more urgent by the passing seconds, my body taking full control and unleashing something that seemed to be there for quite some time. My hands tangling itself into his already messy blond locks, ruffling it even more whilst his own wandered all over my body, seeming to savor every moment as if he wouldn't ever feel me again. When I felt a soft pressure, gently coaxing my left breast, I accidentally let out some kind of breathless moan. And this wasn't some I-just-purposely-moaned-to-make-you-feel-hot, it was really one of the holy-shit-did-I-just-moan, moan.
And much my -gasps- disappointment, I needed to end it there and clear my head, figure out the meaning of this…
Millions of questions burst into my head the moment the daze in my mind cleared itself.
Did he like me? Was this a mistake? Did I like him? Did I just cheat on Jason? Is this considered cheating? Can there be another party? Do I like being drunk? Was he lying when he said he could see me blush?
Shaking my head off (mentally of course) of the nonsense that infiltrated it, I ducked under one of his arms and side stepped around him and took off in a run, barely hearing his shouts of protest, and ran faster, this time I wouldn't let anyone ram -cough- I mean 'catch' me.
I felt like the wind could carry me anywhere, the burning sensation in my lungs growing and growing until it was a simple nuisance to my system and overlooked, rendering me capable of running much faster than I think I ever had.
One thing pushing me to run was that running made me forget, kept my thoughts clear for at least that moment of peace because when running, I don't think.
There's like just this automatic reflex that makes my feet stomp on the asphalt, push off using the muscles in my calves and thighs and advance. Not a thought in the process, which repeats itself till I'm practically ready to collapse.
Slowing down, I found myself at the beach, keeping my breathing controlled, yet gulping in long puffs of air, I sat down on a bolder, letting my eyes defocus, I thought;
Fuck man.
This is so wrong on so many levels I can't even begin to tell you how bad this is. RB likes me, that much was obvious, but what do I do about it? I mean come on, what can I do…
What if I do… nothing?
Ahahahah, why that is just- I was pulled out of my thoughts as a hand placed itself on my shoulder. Looking up I saw,
Boobs.
Clad in a pink shirt and the gold logo of versacci glaring back at me. Seriously though, that's how flashy this shirt is. Immediately I knew who the owner was, and because god hates me, it was none other than the ex girlfriend of the guy who had his tongue down my throat.
Gulp.
'' Hi…'' trying to keep my face from flushing, I kept my expression as impassive as I could (which wouldn't be changing much, cause I'm seriously bad at it) and turned to look at her, '' How did you know where to find me'' and that's when it hit me.
I had gone out in the first place to look for her.
And for all the places my legs could've brought me, it just had to be her favorite spot. Now people, this is proof that God has a sense of humor. He must be sitting there on his little throne made of clouds and wondering how I'll get out of this one…
'' You're so weird sometimes…'' looking up and again seeing her bust, I stood up, trying to not have this image embedded in my memory.
''You left the house,'' way to state the obvious Krystal, ''without telling anyone where you went…'' again, you have to understand that I don't know where I'm going with this and I'm just pulling this out of my ass.
'' Looks like I didn't need to tell anyone, you knew where to find me, am I that transparent?'' and then her eyes welled up with tears.
Damn.
Pulling her into a hug, I just waited, guilt eating me up inside.
Oh god, I apologize, for my lack of updating and for this short chapter. I promise you I will be updating more and more. Ugh, I wont be surprised if I lose all my reviewers, I need to do some serious editing on this story, I find that my writing skills have slightly changed and that this story is absolutely not satisfactory.
Thanks and review, I totally accept flames.
yO - duudee I'm so happy you liked it
jennyybabyyyy x33 - hah, I was indeed going on the humourous approach, thanks for reviewing
trish - thanks
the gost of christmas goth - lol omfg this is one heck of a belated birthday love, I hope you didn't get too piss drunk, hah.
Da Vinci at Work - oh my god, my most prized reviewer, I'm sorry I was sooo late in this, gosh. Yes, I actually have someone with the middle name being tulip, turns out his step mom used to be some serious hippie.
jellybeancurd - little advice, expect the unnexpected, I feel like going all out on this story, and as much as I love cliché's this might not be one.
whateva123 - lol I love the name, I'm glad you like jason, though come on, don't you think he's a jerk?
- sweetly innocent - - I'm sorry, I'll make sure to be more prescise about who's speaking...
s-pecia-lee me - oh I love it when people give me advice and constructive criticism, I feel like they care lmfao.
cristinybee - lol I didn't really get it, but I think its completely awesome you wake up that early in the morning...
RayRay and Beanzie - I'm going to reveal that piece of information when time comes, no worries.
TwinkleHeart - ahahaha, I agree, she should make out with Jay more, though there was a juicy make out scene with Ruben, which do you prefer?