Porcelain Chair

No matter how hard I try

I can't block out his touch

I can numb myself,

But that is all I can do

After he is done

I lock myself in this tiny room

No matter how long I sit on this porcelain chair

No tears will flow

Not on the outside

I'm just a normal girl in other people's eyes

They don't see my pain

Or feel my sorrow

No matter how long I sit on this porcelain chair

And try to forget, the pain remains

No one can see that I'm whole on the outside,

But broken within

No on knows

And I still sit

Forever waiting on my porcelain chair…