Ropestied to every end

Pulling this way and that

This is tearing me apart

I can't deal with this!

I want to scream

To let my frustration out

I want this to end

So I can go back to how it was

How it was before I said anything

Before I made a stupid decision

Maybe it would've worked out

I wouldn't be falling apart

I would love to talk about it

But I wont let myself

It will cause more problems

That I can't fix

More complexity,

Causing pain,

Ruining lives

More stress for them

I've decided to keep the rest

Definitely inside (secrets)

This is too much attention

I don't deserve your sympathy

If anything happens again

You'll never know about it

I wont go through this again

I wont let it begin.