i see want and desire
i see those who are in dire
need of life's essential supplies
but all i can offer is white lies

i can't do anything for the ones i love
i need a job, to get money, so i can treat them better
to support them for as long as they need me
but all i can do is keep writing these useless letters

i wish i was stronger
i wish i was healthier
i wish i was intelligent
i wish i was wealthier

i've got the most imperfections i've ever seen
i'm sorry i'm not better, but i won't be useless
at least in the future, but for now...
i only wish...

heavenly blue wings burst forth from her back
crimson blood dribbles off and coats the massive wings
and she has become strong - she has become a savior
she's no human nor a beast - rather, she has become a thing

she lets her downy feathers dry in the breeze that she creates
and once again, she is unfamiliar but welcoming
though she loves to help others, she won't help herself
this selfless act turns into one of repentance