My Final Lullaby

(Lullaby...
Saying good-night,
Saying good-night a last time,
My final lullaby...
Forever)

Tears fall down so slow again
Like raindrops down my window
Just flowing... down my face
Closing my eyes, only to find
That I'm not much better on the inside
Not much better on the outside
Nowhere do I feel an ounce of happiness
Because all I feel is the ache...

Catching the fallen tears
Painting a picture of forgotten fears
I've slept through every nightmare
Only to see that I still haven't woken
And every piece of me is broken
Shattering into many pieces
The hurting inside never eases
As I tremble from this ache...

Silent sobs surrounding the air
Whispering to anyone who may care
To come awaken me from my despair
No longer let me drown
The sorrow just builds and pushes me into the ground
Take away the pressure putting me down
I feel the emotions overtake
Just vanquish all my ache...

Laying down to rest
My racing mind tries to complete its quest
While I feel my heart pound in my chest
And I can't breathe anymore
The hole in my heart grows sore
Oh, I don't want to feel this anymore
Just leave me behind and lock the door
Before my aching overtakes me...

(Lullaby...
Saying good-night,
Saying good-night a last time,
My final lullaby...
Forever)