10-12-06
Seven Deadly Sins
One.
just warming up
slides down smooth and cool
the mind quiets down
nervousness melts away
unfamiliar faces seem friendly
she greets her brother
things are good
Two.
people dance around
normal becomes funny
brother and sister laugh together
making new friends
joking and talking
might as well go for it
Three.
not quite as sweet
no need for shoes
uncoordinated dancing
freedom from embarrassment
stranger and friend alike
a shared cookie becomes a joke
big brother helps her make friends
someone seems unimpressed
little sister doesn't care
Four.
the room seems to spin
lights flash eyes twinkle
laughter to lightheadedness
cracking up at dumb jokes
forgetting new friends names
where did i put my shoes?
friend in the corner looks concerned
brother and sister reminisce
until sentences become difficult
the cookie is still funny
Five.
she should stop now
starting to get out of control
dancing joking walking
big brother becomes a blur
wheres the bathroom ?
she needs some help
shower curtain falls down
feeling a bit woozy
spinning faster
still having fun
Six.
probably a bad idea
friends try to help
still wants to dance
but her feet wont cooperate
music seems to throb in her head
she is going to be sick
the wall isnt enough support
sinks to the floor
friends crowd around
everything is dim
she wants sleep
she needs Help.
Seven…
hours later
head throbbing
going to be sick
forces down water
cant find the shoes
friends drive her home
she's late for work
rude to her boss
lazy and tired
unable to focus
regret and apology
food and water and painkillers
swearing: never again
after work, she sleeps.