Take this

These tears

These thoughts

These feelings

Mean nothing to anyone

Not even me

And I don't care anymore

Take this torture

This pain

This screaming

The ringing of my cries

I don't want this anymore

Take all my dreams

All my fears

All my life

And everything dear

I don't need this anymore

You stole my heart

My desires

My endless pain

And stopped it for a moment

Until you gave them back

All shattered and torn

But I don't care

All I ever wanted was you

Everything that happened

Felt so true

Until I woke up

From this dream

And realized

The nightmare

That I was afraid to see

And blocked out

As if I couldn't happen

Now ashamed

Of everything

This needs to go away

The thought of dieing

And going away

To never see

Anything again

To rot away

To live in the sea

Of the decayed

To escape your memories

And I wonder

Would anyone care?

To visit the grave

Of the lonely girl

Or would they walk away

Because their better off

Not remembering

Anything at all