A Letter to the Pain

I let you walk on me,

Trample me and torture me,

Play with me and break me in your lust,

And now I'm just here to say,

That I'm done,

I'm done with you,

Done with all your lies,

Done with everything you've ever said,

Done with everything you've ever done,

Finished with letting you feel fine,

While I'm crumbling inside,

When you hit me and I bruise,

And the scars that you refuse,

The wounds that can not heal,

All of it from you,

The looks of pity that I feel,

Hurting more than just the limp,

So I'm done,

Fuck you,

I'm finally done,

Because I walked away,

I acted the Adult,

I saw through your lies,

Saw through your attempts,

So now I'm letting go,

Just know I'm over it,

I have to be,

To succeed at being me,

I've cut myself,

I've screamed,

I've ran and hid away,

It didn't make it better,

All it did was make you stay,

So I'm done,

This has been a letter to you,

A Letter to the pain,

Thanks for nothing.