I Wonder If

I wonder

If I screwed you completely

Over and over

Would my rage be gone?

Could I make myself hate you

As passionately as I love you?

You are my addiction

I want to throw you away

Because you abuse me

But god I want you so badly

Could we fuck each other senseless

Just to see what would happen

I wonder

What it would feel like

To yield to you completely

God knows you already

Do own me

And I won't let you set me free

Let's make love

Under the stars somewhere

Somewhere where

I'll be able to see you're oh so perfect face

As you pound into me

Over and over

Until we're too weary to carry on

I wonder how you would look

As you spilled your seed into me?

I wonder if it would make me lover you more

Than I already do…