Searching

You're like a bullet

Piercing my heart

This burning inside

Tells me of hatred

But I raged on

Looking for this bliss

I scream inside

Telling myself

To tell you the truth

Of the love I have for you

Do you feel?

This rain burn your skin

As it falls again

Putting out the fire

For it's time had expired

Dieing off

Layer by layer

I fall apart

I'm thinning off

These layers off to quickly

And I can't see anything anymore

Only you, stuck in my head

I'm tired of this raging war

Inside of me

Can't make up my mind

So damn this indecisiveness

My heart bleeds out

Calling for you

Do you refuse?

To hear the calling?

I fell so far

For that I take the beating

Begging for a healing

But no one hears

My screams of

Save me!

But then again

You were standing

Here all along

Holding me up

You waited for so long

Just so I could notice you

And I'm the one who slipped

After all.