Times have changed,
For better or worse, does it really matter?
If change is good, why does it cause so much pain?
They say it helps a person grow, that part is true.
But change only prepares them for future letdown.
If change is so good, then why am I questioning my choice?
I don't feel like I belong here, being haunted by second-thoughts.

Is it really for the best?
Why is everything always "better?
When someone dies, "He's in a better place"
When someone lies, "It was for the best"
When someone cries, "Things will be better"
How can any of us possibly know these things?
We don't, which is why none of this makes sense.

I am so confused about life in general.
But really, who isn't?
I guess I'm just one of the few people who actually let it bother them.
The few that think different than the rest,
the few that wind up to make a difference in this world,
the few that suffer.