When everything that you have said I question,
I ask myself, "Is this a revelation?"
Because everything that I have once stood for,
Has gone down a drain,
And, now, I'm so afraid that I can't escape you.

I don't want to feel that way again.

One more time,
Take me to the end of the line.
Friendship has so many commitments,
So many complex rules,
And, I believe that I will break them,

As I play student in this school,
Because, no one is perfect,
And especially not me.

Feelings rushing back to their original standing ground,
Please, make them go away,
Because, I cannot deal with touching them,
Every single thing that I knew you for has changed,
And, I don't know if I can live with it,
So, just blow me away,
And make me fucking deal with it.

I was never perfect,
So, I won't even pretend,
To be the one to save you,
From the life you want to live.

Icons are chasing me,
Into a world of yours,
I don't want to rejoin it,
I don't want to get lost in your chores,
Because, it will only lead to hurt,
And, I'm not sure I can take it,
It will only cause remorse,
And I cycle I can't break yet.

Can't you see what's going to happen?
Don't you know I'm weak?
Will you say you feel what I'm still feeling?
God, don't let me think.

I'm lost in a Hell,
I'm drowning in remorse,
Right now, I am just scared,
Of what this might become.

You can never be what I want you to be again.