Equilibrium
Upon the floor lay angel wings
Along with ugly crow
And in the corner there lay forgotten
A set of horns and halo
this is dedicated to Andrea.
Firstly for her inspiration of it
(even though she had no idea what she did)
And because SHE IS MY ANGEL
I saw my first angel today
Her wings were broken and strewn across the floor
Her halo hung on lopsided,
She was meant to fly no more
Not a tear slid down that face
As she turned to me and said
That she'd give up her other chances
And be with me instead
On my knees I begged her
To take back her withered wings
To go back to which was pure and simple
And not to say such things
Silent she stood upon the sight
Of me bent in shame
Crying out to her god, not mine
Or maybe no one, it's just the same
How is it that one so good
Could love someone like me?
With blackened heart and blacked soul
I cried out on bended knee
"Go back to the side of good and light
Burry me, let me fade to black
For once you have made this choice
There never is a 'going back'"
I felt her hand upon my cheek
My skin began to sing
For never has it before encountered
Such a purely marvelous thing
I look into her luminous eyes
Gray like winter storm
I feel the coldness of heart and soul
Begin to melt and warm
As my crow wings fell from my back
My soul was suddenly lighter
My heart began to sing with joy
And her smile grew only brighter
A wind whipped through my ragged hair
For my horns from my crown fell
The blackness of my heart and soul
Were also gone as well
I looked into those shining eyes
No longer too good for me to see
She'd given up her perfection
To come and be with me
She took me and she raised me up
From my own inflicted deepening hell
Revived me from my temporary death
Existing as an empty living shell
She took my hand and led me out
The two of us on human plane
No longer angel and devil divided
Yet never to be quite the same
Hand in hand we walked away
Two figures in a rising sun
I glad for once my cry to god
Had been heard by no one
We stood alone upon the hill
Her ten times more magnificent than me
But we had reached an equilibrium
Even if it were only for us to see
One bordering on perfect
Who left heaven behind for a beast
The other the depths of human corruption
Watching the sun rise in the east
And behind us on the floor, lay
Her angel wings, along with ugly crow
And in the corner there lay forgotten
A set of horns and halo