He, She and I

An original poem by Jacklin Gezra Kar

He looks at me and I don't know what he's thinking

He talks to me and I want to know if he likes me

He messages me and I wonder if he enjoys talking to me

He teases me and I think 'is this for real?'

He flirts with me and I wish that he really meant it

He calls me darling but I know he's only joking

He says he loves me but that's just because we're friends

He keeps it going and I wish he would tell me if he cares

I treat him like just another guy but deep down I know he's different

I test him carefully and he never knows that I do

I tell him to prove it and he only tells me in words

I wish he'd liked me but he's just a friend

I want to talk to him every second of the day and I still don't get enough

I tell him to be careful because I can't live without him

I put jokes around the truth so he never knows that I like him

I think my days are better when I see him even if it's just a glance

He's seeing someone else and I don't like it

She doesn't like me anymore then I like her and she lets me know that

She can't stand me talking to him but I still want to forgive her

I'm jealous like heck but I'll never let him know

I see them having fun together and I don't want to spoil it

He fools around when she's not there, but still he likes her more

He dances with me and I wish that this night would last forever

Though the night has ended, in my mind, my memories keep it alive