A Love Not Mine

Disclaimer: Some of the lines in here have been taken from various songs, and I do not claim them as mine!

It's a love not mine, it never has been.

I barely see you, and when I do, my emotions deceive me.

At first I feel giddy like a child with an ice cream cone.

Then I feel depressed, knowing that you are not for me.

You are for someone else, and I will never know what it's like to be yours.

I want to talk to you every second of the day and even if can, it's still not enough.

I want you to be with me, I want you to love me,

I love you more then anyone I've ever loved.

I think of you every day, you constantly mock my thoughts.

You think you understand but you cannot even begin to fathom my feelings.

You talk to me and I want it to be of something interesting.

You seem so different then me but you are just so nice.

It's because I want you, need you, got to have you,

But I can't. It's a love not mine.

If we were a movie then you'd be the right guy,

And I'd be the best friend that you'd fall in love with in the end.

When you hold me in your arms so tight

You let me know that everything's alright.

This love is taking it's toll on me,

And yet you can't hurry love.

No, you just have to wait,

Because love doesn't come easy.

It's a strange thing called love.

It's something I've never experienced before.

It's only happened because I met you, and still it's a love not mine.