I remember when my entire hand,
Could curl perfectly around your thumb
When I could cry in your house
That smelt of oak.
I could rely on your homemade ice cream
To cheer me up and cool me down
I remember pulling my shirt into a pouch
So I could carry back as many nuts I could find
To your garage to watch you twirl the lever
Cracking them in half and helping me pick out the shells
You'd clam we'd break even
But I always knew the last one was mine.
I remember you watching from your lawn chair
As I jumped in your garden
From rock to rock
And you'd act mad if I fell on a flower
Then smile with such warmth and laugh
You'd make the sun jealous
As if you were mocking its power
Letting it know even though it was the center of the universe
You were the center of the little girl it burnt
I remember stepping on your toes
As you'd take my small hands
So I could dance and sway
I'd kink back my neck
To look up at my hero
And
You'd kill your back
To reach your hands to my level
And kiss me on the nose
I remember combing your hair for hours
While wearing your fishing hat
And listening to you complain
About how I could never get it right
Then you'd grumble and put back your comb in your pocket
I'd crawl off your shoulders and on your lap
I'd curl into a ball so I could drift to slumber
In mid-nap I'd dream of you never leaving me.
I remember sitting on the swing outside
Listening to your stories of war
Carefully taking in each word
And asking questions any little girl would
I remember the smell of your car, it was even older then me
But it still smelled brand new
Because you "knew how to take of things"
Was the reply I would always get when I wondered aloud
And I still don't know how it stayed so nice after 5 generations
but I know it's because of you
I will always remember what you did for me
And how you were always there when I thought no one else was
And I can't bear the though of you gone
I know I'll be able to look to the sky
And know you saving a place for me
And how you raised and entire family
With the sun bowing to your feet
But most of all I will always remember your love
How you always made sure I knew
That you loved me unconditionally
Like the best man in the world that you were, would
A/N
RIP Great Grandpa
I love you.
You raised me well
There is no man I would trade in the world to be my dad
Even if you weren't my father, you were my dad.
I love you, and miss you.
(RIP March 1st, 2007)