A/N: As you can see, this story is turning to be another guy. This story was meant for a dude I no longer know because he doesn't go to my school and I deleted his number in a crazy bitchy moment I had a while back. And now it's about a guy we have nicknamed krispy. The below I will try and explain it.

And so the tables are turned. I'm here stuck with you on my mind while you are having fun I suppose. I can't help but wish that you have a horrible time. Yes, I am being a bitter girl right now. Why can't we go back to the days where we were all hugs and flirting. To all those late night talks and moments we shared. God I miss that. I never thought I would have those. And now I would give anything you wish just to have that all over again. It's insane isn't it. To want to will time so I can have that happiness. The joy that I can't make up with pills or SI. I just can't fake that happiness. That's Genuine. I'm going crazy just wondering if you ever wanted me. I just need you to tell me if I am wasting my time. If I am then I'll get over it but if I'm not then what is stopping you?