Creep

It doesn't matter to me
What you see when you glance back
With my eyes scarlet red
My bruises violet and black
Marks down every inch of skin
Tears stained down my cheeks
Closing my eyes to close you out
Singing myself to sleep

You look so pretty,
Your hair so long, so straight
Your make-up so blended in
Your how-do-you-see-ugly? face

I'll never be like you
What a beautiful angel
When I look at you, I say
I wish I was special

I'm a creep
I'm a no one
Lost in the sorrow
Like life hasn't even begun
I'm a creep

It doesn't matter to me
What you see when you walk by
With my heart slowly beating
Pushing the pain aside
A smile that faded long ago
My skin chalky and pale
Sobs that rack my entire body
Knowing I've already failed

You look so pretty,
Your tight clothes, tan skin
Your brains balancing beauty
Your life without sin

I'll never be like you
What a beautiful angel
When I look at you, I say
I wish I was special

I'm a creep
I'm a no one
Lost in the sorrow
Like life hasn't even begun
I'm a creep

It doesn't matter to me
When you stare at me as I cry
When you ask me if I'm okay
When you pretend to care
It doesn't matter to me...

When I lock the door
And listen to myself scream:
I wish I was special

When I lock the door
And listen to myself scream:
I wish I was special

What a beautiful angel
Oh, God, I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a no one
Lost in the sorrow
Like life hasn't even begun
I'm a creep

(What a beautiful angel)
I'm a creep...