A Dreamer's Delusion

You don't seem to remember all the time we spent together,
You're not there, nothing shows, you've become someone I don't know,
Youth has its benefits, and you know I'll get through it,
Yet I'm the one still standing here wondering,
Wondering why you're so far gone.
Maybe it's your personality, or maybe I'm wrong.
Such a fool to think that I could have made an impact...

Now I'm asking myself how I could have let it happen,
You're the only one I ever wanted to be close enough
to taste these tears and know I'd be alright...

Wandering in my delusions, seeking truths and lies ahead of me,
but instead you're stepping on my shadow, I know it'll never be,
You're but an illusion of perfection,
uninterested in anything I have to say,
Maybe I'm wrong, but it sure seems that way.

Now I'm asking myself how I could have let it happen,
You're the only one I ever wanted to be close enough
to taste these tears and know I'd be alright...

Are you sure you can let go of me?...
...Can I stand on my own?...
Love is merely a sensation to tempt me into weakness...
...I will be strong...
Such a foolish girl to think that you
could actually be worth something to me...

So there you have it, a bit of desire to fit me into,
I'm nothing but a toy to you,
a little doll when you feel the deep lust,
A little nonsense filled girl with dreams in her head,
and love in her eyes...
Would you be willing to break this tie?
...Would it kill me?...

Now I'm asking myself how I could let it happen,
You're the only one I ever wanted to be close enough
to taste these tears and know I'd be alright...