Sweet boy, my boy
Your gracious mouth
Has smiled at me.
A casual touch.
I don't know why I
Blush under your gaze.
My/Your actions yet pure, but my thoughts are of you.
A chaste kiss upon thy brow,
A soft gasp, then a shy, secret,
Knowing smile. Just for me.
I have found a haven in
Your embrace, but don't
Think that I am naïve.
If I tell you what I feel, will you stay?
Or will you shy away?
Will your once loving eyes
Hold fear for me?
Do you fear what they will
Say about you? I'm not afraid,
I crave your acceptance more.
Tell no one, they'll never understand.
Such a good boy,
So clever and trusting,
I fear I'll tarnish you.
I'm not yet ready, but I
Trust you to decide how
Far we should go.
Innocent and jaded, don't leave me.
Don't listen to their lies.
I'd sooner tear myself asunder
Before I'd ever wound you.
I've been craving affection
For so long. You give and
I give back my all.
To give and ask for nothing; we know what true love is.
So eager to give to me,
Yet you know not what
You dare to offer.
Patience, chastity; this
Secret waiting game bends us,
But we will not break.
Who knows what they must think of cares?
Big eyes and coltish limbs;
I want to devour you,
To make you gasp and shudder.
I feel it too, and need it
Just as much. I'm anxious,
But determined.
A mere caress, nothing more, yet I feel nothing else.
Humbert, I feel for you.
Young things can be a
Dangerous temptation.
I am too young to have regrets.
And now I know what I
Suspected all along.
Maybe Lolita wanted it too.