Why?

It's just so weird

I ask myself that question so many times…

But…

Why?

You're just disappointment

Why did I think you could be different?

You're just like all the others…

Aren't you?

Then why do you feel so special?

Why do I hold on

After I know the truth?

Why do I still see in you a light

Your eyes just seem to invite

Me to lose myself in them…

And that smile of yours

Is still so sincere…

Nothing's clear

Nothing

Now, I no longer know

I should…

I should…

I can't say the words

What's the use anyway?

There is nothing I can say

To take the pain away…

What am I suppose to do?

Why?

Why did you do that?

Why would you do that?

I can't seem to accept reality

This was not how it was supposed to be…

I wish I never had seen that

I wish it was all just a nightmare…

And I'm trying…

I'm trying to get you out of my mind

You're not supposed to be there

This is just so unfair…

It shouldn't be like this…

Why?

Are you really like that?

Or is it all an act?

I don't understand…

I…

I'm nothing

Nothing to you

Nothing in your world

So why should my words matter?

They don't…

I'm just so sorry…

You're just a disappointment…