I'm writing this at one in the morning after a conversation with my best friend in the entire world. I just recently found out that she is suffering from a serious illness, and this is how I deal with pain. I write really horrible poetry. Sorry for having you read this. I just wanted to post it.

Without You

You tell me your sick,

And I don't know what to say.

We're talking over aim,

And it's hard to type what's going through my head.

We've been through so much together

We've been friends since seventh grade.

I can't imagine ever loosing you,

Or what it would be like not having you in my life.

We're graduating this year,

And we're moving on to different colleges.

We used to talk about living in dorms together,

And using pizza boxes as filing cabinets.

You're engaged though

And you want to live with your fiance

You have so much to live for,

And now your going through so much

I don't know what to tell you

I don't know how to tell you how much it hurts

The thought you of going through so much

And me not being able to be there for you

We've been like sisters since we've met

Always there for each other,

Helping each other with our problems

Then I moved, and we grew apart

Even though we live in different towns

I tried to be there for you

And though we drifted apart

We still were best friends

And now I know I might lose you

And it's tearing me apart.

I don't know what I'd do without you

I would be lost without you in my

A.N. Again, this was written at one in the morning. I hope you like it.