I sit in my room,

Door closed,

Music turned up,

Louder than it should be,

And I pretend,

That everything's ok

I walk through the hall,

My eyes on the floor,

I put on my smile,

That no one knows is fake,

And I pretend,

That everything's ok

I lie in bed,

Hugging my pillow,

That has been stained black,

And crying silent tears

And I don't pretend

That everything's ok