26/1/07

I just want you to know

I just want you to know

i still scream and cry,

for what you did.

I just want you to know

I still slash myself up out sight,

I still want to die.

I want you to know

I'll never forget,

the pain inside never fades.

I want you to know

i fear you'll do it again,

i froze, now i'm trapped with my regrets.

I want you to know

i don't hate you, but

that's only because it takes up

to much energy.

I just want you to know

it kills me inside,

even thou i don't let it show.

I just want you to know

i buryed it so deep,

a seacret that almost distroyed me to keep.

I just want you to know

i have one last thing to say,

i will Never forgive you.

For what you did that day.

It fucked me up in so many

different ways.

You're responsable for this

deadening pain.

I just wanted you to know.