i never knew a pain as painful as this,
a wronged that hurt me more.

but the world revolves around my tragedy,
and the drama unfolds when i close my eyes,

the past which i thought were tests,
they were experiences. now this,
this is a test.

but is it the hardest yet, or
the hardest yet to come?

so now, i beg of you
when will this wait stop?
when will this stop breaking me?

when will you come?

but you weren't you,

as yet again,
illusions, illusions, you challenged me.

and now,
conscience and morals,
drag me away please.

but i ask of you..

leave me be,
but please, don't leave me.

11/06/06