My Heart Breaking

My heart is breaking

Slowly with building hurt

A thousand feelings crash

Leaving me alone with one word

I swear I don't want this to happen

Visions of what I should say dance through my head

I wish I could do something, anything, to take back what I said

Breaking, hurting, tearing apart

Right before an offical start

Why did I have to be so nieve and foolish

Because of one stupid, childish wish,

I have caused it all to happen again

(Talk about deja vu)

I breath so loud, it turns to a sigh

At this moment, all I want to do is die

Why in the heck did it happen this way?

Why did it have to ruin such a beautiful day?

I sadly contemplate what you will say

When I explain why it couldn't be this way

This is so crazy

But I understand

I'm still a kid

And you're almost a man

We should both have been a little more mature

We were so stupid to just have blocked out the world

Thinking that everyone would just go along with it

Now because of this, my heart has yet again been ripped

All I want to do is cry

Hide myself away and die

I can't stop asking myself why

Why it has always been defied

Overwhelming sadness

My body is aching

Then comes the pain

And my heart breaking