How am I supposed to feel?
If i'm supposed to feel at all,
How am I supposed to feel,
Before I make this fall?

Because it's atonement for my sins,
For every singlie thing that I've done wrong,
And I hate myself for saying this,
But I should have known it all along,

Do you know how it feels to be used?
Do you know how it feels to belong?
Do you understand what you put me through?
Do you know why I'm writing this song?

Because it's right,
Because it's wrong,
Because I'm weak,
Because I'm strong,

For I am smiling through the tears,
And I am screaming in the silence,
I am shining in the darkness,
I won't ever face this life sentence,

Because I am wrong,
Because I am right,
Because I cry,
Because I don't want to fight it-

...anymore..

And how am I supposed to feel?
Do I even feel at all?
Here I am just sitting here,
Waiting for your call,

Because it's right,
Because it's wrong,
Because I've waited for so long,

Because it's fair,
Because it's not,
But it is life that I have bought,

For I am sorry,
And I don't know why,
For I am drowning,
And I can't find the light,
For I loved you,
And I gave you my trust,
For I hate you,
Throughout all this pain and lust,

So here I am just laying here,
Writing a badly ryhmed song,
I know that I should hate you,
And I've known it all along,

Because I am wrong..