Everything's coming back right now

and it's almost like an overload on my mind

and I, I can't breathe

for all the times I've cried, all the times I've bled

all of them are like a weight, slowly crashing down and not wanting to lift back up again

and I'm just so afraid of going back to the way everything used to be

because I was lost then, and confused, and hurting.

I hurt so badly that I had to scream it all out by bleeding

and now I want to scream

and soon I'll want to bleed.


until my heart feels better, and my mind feels better, and so I can get the air back into my lungs.

Back then I couldn't breathe.

Right now I can't breathe.

Somebody h.e.l.p.