I do not fear the end of things I know,
In this paradise of fools,
Nor mourn the passing of the hours as day progresses into new day.
Nowhere exists a force that will send me scuttling backwards.
Oh, they will stare and they will sigh –
Roll their heads from eye to eye –
And they will say "See what you have let go past?".
Staring coldly, they shake their heads in shame
For though I look like them I do no bow and smile to time
As it passes by and passes by on its solitary way.
I do not stand as the sand runs dry,
Watching the dregs of life slip slowly down.
I will smirk behind their eyes as they turn from me one last time
(for I know a secret few others do).
The rollers and shakers, with a tisk on their tongues
Will die ( and well, so will I), but their faces will be marked with fear,
Fear of everything they have pretended not to know.
But I know a secret and though I die,
The mermaids sing for me, I hear their cry,
I shall not walk upon the shore in morning.
I shall not savor dried fruits,
For I know a secret(maybe you do to):
There is only darkness behind what we choose to see.
I fear,
I fear no thing,
There is no time to be afraid,
To peer over the side of the ship and wait.
I must step off or back, not hover in the darkness.
Take one step forward, drag a stick through the sand
And say "Here I am, here I go, for I know what you should know."
They will stare blankly at me, shake their heads
Then return to the darkness of their beds,
Like animals in warm lairs.
I alone will step through the snow,
Go forward without a final glance.
They are in the past and perhaps – I forget –
They never existed at all.