An Almost Villanelle

Dripping, drizzling day

All the colors seem dull

Everything fades to gray

I want to drift away

Over my thoughts I mull

Dripping, drizzling day

My hand, it does stray

Over the trigger, it'll lull

Everything fades to gray

The day to end today

I'll take a short stroll

Dripping, drizzling day

Nothing can go my way

I soon will pay my toll

Everything fades to gray

I tied the noose today

Paid the toll in full

Dripping, drizzling day

Everything fades to black