2I'm Really Not That Jealous, Really
You're so perfect
Well, almost
You hurt me again tonight
It hurts so much it blurs my sight
With tears that sting my face as they fall
All my life I've never felt so small
You're so perfect
Well, almost
You hurt me again today
Not badly enough for permanent pain
But, oh how I hate it when we don't speak
Because of my secrets that are so hard to keep
We're perfect together
Well, almost
I opened up my mouth
And I didn't want to lie about
A past I don't want to disguise
I thought it would be okay if I stopped trying to hide
I wonder if you know how it makes me feel
When you don't want the past 20 years to be real
When you get upset over things I can't change
Even though my heart whispers only your name
"I don't know how you put up with it"
"You'll put up with a lot if you love someone"