-smudge of you-
I can't see through to your heart
is it tucked safely in between the shadows?
where were you when it slipped through your fingers
like glittering water
gleaming as if bounced off the grounds
and splattered against your jeans?
you say there's no existence of love
to enter your heart
—the only thing that keeps you alive
where were you when you fell
like broken glass and exploded hearts
where were you when you shattered?
did you protect your heart?
there's only a piece of you left
blurred and distorted through all of the memories
that cling to my empty mind, my vacant heart
can I say I'm sorry
will you be there when I utter those words?
can I be there when you find love
and can I be there when you get your first dance
that first girl you'll kiss
I'll dance with joy
like you're not dancing now
will you be there when you find yourself?
can I be there?
A/N: For someone. No, I don't like him, and no, I don't think I ever will. And I'm sorry for that. And I hope he finds someone. He doesn't even know how bad I feel ever since I told him. ( you'll find someone amazing )