The message from deep within

I love you much more than you can know,
And that small twist you planted hurt.
Still I can't bring myself to hate you,
Or even yell at you,
And my only salvation,
Is the hidden quiet place inside my soul.
Where I mourn and cry out loud,
Were you purposely cruel?

That disappointed look you gave me,
The quiet reproach in your words.
How I wish you would just let me be,
And leave now forever, my world.

You didn't even realize that you've broken my heart
And left it to tear,
So mauled up, even beyond repair
How then can you say you love me?

I cling to every word you say,
Even nuance in your voice
Do you not note my false disguise?
A planted wall of hidden lies.

I would still love you after all these,
No matter how you break my heart.
But even now anger has seized,
The reigns of control deep within.
So further away I wander from you,
Until perhaps I journey down the path.
That leads but never returns,
And brings to you nothing but wrath.