People always tell me

To live for the moment

Not to add everything up inside

Like a complicated math equation

To live in the moment

And by the moment

They say "moment"

With wonder in their voices

As if the teenage moment was

All that they could live for

And only good things

Could happen in a moment

But let me ask you

If you're always living for the


Then what if something

Really shitty happens?

You'd be living in a

Pretty shitty moment

And I don't think I want to

Live my life through

Shitty moments

Thinking this is the moment

I was born for

And all my life would add up to

In my complicated math equation

Is just a number


Of shitty moments.