A/N: Here it is! I'm sooooo happy right now! Thanks to everyone who read "My Rock Star Cousin" and everyone who reviewed, I love you ALL! But anyway, I know I said this would be up soon, and I wasn't lying! Just a note, this is the sequel to my other story "My Rock Star Cousin" please read that one first or you won't understand this one! Everyone please review! I will love you forever if you do! Well on with the story!

Chapter One: 14 Years Later…

"Mom!" I heard an excited voice say from above me. "Mom, wake up!"

Reluctantly, I rolled over and opened my eyes. I saw my two beautiful twin daughters standing next to my bed with huge smiles on their faces.

My daughters, Grace and Abigail, are my life. They are my everything. I would have no reason to live without them. They are now 14 years old, about to go into their first year of high school. I feel like an old lady now, even though I'm only turning 33 in a few weeks.

I looked at the clock next to my bed. "What the heck? You two are crazy! It's 9:30 in the morning! On a beautiful June day! What are you doing up?" I said sitting up in my bed.

The two of them giggled. "Well… we have some great news!" Abi said.

I just sat there, nodding, waiting for her or her sister to continue. "Well… what is it?" I asked finally.

"This morning we were listening to the radio and…" Grace couldn't continue, her and her sister burst into a fit of giggles.

"What is it?" I asked. I could tell this was going to be good news, something must have happened.

"Well we were listening to the radio, and they said that they were giving away tickets to tomorrow's Pencey Prep concert." Grace continued.

I tried not to let it show in my face that this upset me. Pencey Prep was their favorite band, and they knew I liked them too.

"So we thought it couldn't hurt to try calling…" Abi said.

The girls looked at each other for a moment. Then at the same time, they both shrieked, "AND WE WON FOUR TICKETS AND BACKSTAGE PASSES TO THE CONCERT!"

They hugged each other and started jumping up and down. I, on the other hand, completely froze. I tried, again, not to let it show them how this was affecting me.

Once they had calmed down a little, they turned towards me. "You and Julie loved Pencey Prep when you were kids, right?" Abi asked.

I just nodded, with a fake smile plastered onto my face. "Well we figured, since we have four, you and Julie could come with us!"

"Great!" I said, again trying to sound normal. But it was kind of sweet of them, if you think about it. They want to go to their first concert, where the band is their favorite band, with their mother and her best friend. It was really nice of them. "When is the concert?" I asked, before realizing they had already said that.

But at least they didn't seem to notice. "Tomorrow at 8 o'clock! But the doors open at 7!" Grace said.

"Mom this is so amazing!" Abi said, "We have front row seats to the most amazing band ever and we get to meet them afterwards!"

"Amazing…" I repeated. "Um… why don't you two get ready? I call Julie and we can get new clothes to wear tomorrow or… something."

Thankfully they didn't notice how weird I was acting. They just gave me the phone and left, giggling to each other about how much hotter all the guys must be in person.

I called up my best friend in the whole world, Julie, to tell her the "great!" news.

"Hello?" I tired voice said picking up the phone.

"Hey, Jules, it's me." I said.

"Annabel Gorman, what the fuck are you doing calling me at…" she paused, I assumed, to look at her clock, "at 9:45 in the fucking morning, on a beautiful summers day? This better be pretty fucking important!"

I sighed, "Believe me, it is."

"What's wrong?" Her attitude instantly changed. She could tell that something was wrong with me.

"The girls one 4 tickets and backstage passes to the Pencey Prep concert tomorrow. And they want us to go with them."

There was silence for a minute, then, "Oh… shit."

"I know! What the hell am I going to do?" I said into the phone. "He's obviously going to recognize me, even if I haven't seen him in more than 14 years. And Abi and Grace look just like him! Julie what am I going to do?"

"I don't know! But I'm coming over right now! I'll be there in 20 minutes!" She said, hanging up the phone.

I just stared at the phone, and then threw it onto the other side of the bed. I slammed my face into my pillow and screamed into it. This couldn't be happening! Everything was going great, Frank left almost 15 years ago, the girls came along, and I never heard from him or my aunt or my cousin or anyone again! Julie was the only one who knew the truth, everyone else thought that I was so upset about Frank leaving that I got drunk and had a one night stand with this guy named Brendan and got pregnant! Only Julie knows who the real father is.

The truth was when my cousin, Jake Ballard, and his band, Pencey Prep, came to visit, Frank Weigand, the rhythm guitarist in the band, and I fell in love. Shortly before they left to go on tour, we had sex, and I got pregnant with his twins, Abi and Grace. I didn't find out until after he left. We had been talking occasionally, but the second I found out, I never talked to him again. He never found out, no one did.

Grace and Abi look just like Frank, I look exactly the same as I did 14 years ago, it would be pretty obvious once Frankie meets them and sees me again. Can't you see my problem now?

After getting over the fact that I would have to tell Frank and Abi and Grace the truth, I asked myself another question: do I still love Frank?

I closed my eyes as they started filling up with tears. I don't know what I think of him anymore. I went into the draw of my nightstand and pulled out a picture, my favorite picture. It was a little messed up now, seeing as it was more than 14 years old.

It was myself during the happiest time of my life. I saw the huge smile on my face, as I tried my hardest not to laugh. I saw the arms wrapped around my body, tickling my sides. I followed those arms up to the face of the man, to the love of my life, whose eyes were closed, his lips pressed to my cheek.

I felt a tear roll down my face as I looked at this picture. I realized that no matter what, I would always love this man, even if it was just a little, part of me would always love him.

A few more tears escaped my eyes before I heard my doorbell ring. I knew it was Julie. I quickly wiped away the tears that were staining my cheeks before getting up to answer the door. But my girls got there first.

"Hey Julie!" Grace said opening the door. "Did my mom tell you?"

"Yes! I can't wait! Did she tell you that we were the biggest Pencey Prep fans when we were younger?"

"Yeah, I saw a picture of her old bedroom once." Abi said, giggling. "She was pretty crazy."

"Hey, that's no way to talk to your mother!" I said, jokingly. We all got along really well. The girls loved spending time with Julie and me, and all of their friends always came to us for problems and stuff like that. I think it's because we're younger than their mothers, so we understand them more. But I loved it; I'd always wanted to be close to my kids.

Julie looked up when she heard my voice. She had the same happy smile on her face, but I could tell that her eyes were asking me if I was okay. I just nodded my head slightly. "Guys, I just want to talk to you're mom for a minute. Finish getting ready and we'll leave in about 10 minutes, okay?"

Once the girls were back in their room, Julie and I went to mine.

She was quite for a moment before she said. "How are you?"

"I'm fine." I said, obviously lying.

She walked over to my bed and picked up the picture of Frank and I that was on it. "Obviously not." She said.

"It's just…" I started. I wanted to tell her about me questioning how I felt about him, but decided against it. I started talking about the girls instead. "I mean, how hard is it going to be for him to tell? I look the same, and Abi and Grace look just like him! How am I going to tell them?"

"Well… maybe you should tell the girls now…" she suggested.

I shook my head. "No, I want them to enjoy their first concert and not be freaking out going 'Oh my God I can't believe he's our dad!' You know what I mean?" She nodded. "Maybe I'll only bring it up if he recognizes me or if they mention it… maybe neither of them will realize."

Julie nodded, agreeing with me, but we both knew that someone would recognize us or realize that the girls and Frank look oddly alike. But neither of us said anything about it.

"So…" Julie said. I had a feeling that I knew what she was going to ask, and was glad that, at least, she was the one brining it up and not me. "Do you still… you know… have feelings for Frank?"

I tried to laugh a little, but it came out sounding more like a grunt. "I…" I tried to say what I had been thinking right before she arrived, but it turned out to be much harder to say than think. "I think part of me will always… love… Frank." I said.

"I thought so." Julie said. "You two were made for each other."

"But what if he totally forgot about me, and I've been here worrying all this time about what he thinks about me?" I said, more tears threatening to fall down my face.

"Don't think about that. And besides nobody could ever forget you." She said, and hugged me. "Especially him. He was really in love with you, I could tell."

I couldn't take this anymore. I didn't want to talk about it, didn't want to talk about him. I just wiped what was left of my tears away, and stood up straight, forcing a smile on my face. "Well, we'll never find out unless we go. And even if everything gets fucked up tomorrow, we should at least be able to look hot while we're there, right?" I said. "Lets go shopping!"

A smile spread across Julie's face. "That's the Annabel that I know and love."

A/N: There you go! Chapter one! I hope you all liked it! And I know that in my other story "Accidentally In Love" the main character, Scarlett, also gets pregnant, but what can I say? I love these types of stories! And I think four people reviewed the last chapter of the other story saying "is she pregnant?" and yes, you know who you are! You all were right! Cookies for you! And cookies to everyone who review this chapter! By the way, sorry the chapter of this chapter sucks, I couldn't think of anything else! And sorry this A/N is soo long! But please review and tell me what you think! Thanks for reading! I'll try to update soon!