3am

im watching the clock

waiting for a call

an email

i.m.

something to let me know

im still here

4am

i need to sleep

im still

waiting for a call

an email

i.m.

something to let me know

you realize i exist

5am

im taking a shower

cold water piercing my skin

i don't feel it

still waiting for a call

an email

i.m.

to let me know

you didnt forget me

6am

finally in bed

still holding onto hope

for a call

an email

i.m

to let me know

your for real

im staying awake just

thinking of you

waiting for you

for something i know will never come

i want to be

back in your arms

i want you to tell me

your stil e

you realize i exist

you didnt forget me

your for real

&& you still

im still waiting