I'm supposed to hate you

but you make it so hard to

when you do things right.

All the other times you could care less

but then you do something

something that I've longed for

and I fall in love all over again.

Please,

Oh, God, Please

stop twisting the knife into my heart.

Stop whispering the lies

that I want to hear.

Just kill me and be done.

Let me die here

in peace

and quiet.