Absence of color-
Blank of life.
Blank.
How I feel-

Blank.
Blank, like the note You never wrote back to me.
Blank, like the stares I give to you in class.
Blank, like my facial expressions and how I won't let myself give way.
Blank, like the explanation you gave me.
Blank, like how all of your lame excuses were.
Blank, like your mind when you decided to go with her.
Blank like your thoughts when you simply forgot.
Blank, like your voice the morning after, when I found her wrapped in your blankets.
.Emptiness.
Blank, like me when I left your room.
Numb, like me when I wouldn't allow it to register.
Emptiness, like me now that you're gone.

Why?