A/N: I still don't know how this is going to go, it's just something that wanted to come out my head. So give your thoughts if you want to . adios And you know what?…. I think you got under my skin. After all the things I did so you couldn't do that. All those barriers I formed, the land mines, the guards and dogs. Useless. To you it was matter of getting in my head, of entertaining me, of giving me a taste of all the wonders in the world and then just making taking it away. You were swift, sly, and cunning. Am I was just the stupid girl actually thinking that all you were doing for me and to me was the greatest thing I could ever get. Because they were from you. And this isn't any different from any other but the only thing that is unique is that I can't stand you when you are here, but when you are gone, I miss you terribly. It's messing up my life. You see me laughing and smiling, but they are as fake as you saying you loved me. Yup, that fake.

You made me tremble, with your voice…didn't that let you know a lot. People can't even get me to say what I feel and you made me show emotions with your voice and you weren't even trying. That's when I knew. Either you were the best thing, or the worst to happen to me yet. That's what I can't stand, that you hide under my radar and attacked me head on. It was outstanding, I have to give you that. It was….entertaining. It really just sucked for me though, because I thought I could trust you with my mind, body, and soul. That's all I have to give to you , and I actually believed you wouldn't fuck it up. My bad. Isn't it?